Sunday, August 31, 2014

Review: The Killing Fields (1984)

"Here, only the silent survive."














After reading Haing Ngor's autobiography, I was ready to watch the 1984 film which made him a star and gave him a way to spread awareness for Cambodia.

The movie is not as dark as Survival in the Killing Fields. Ngor himself said that Dith Pran hadn't suffered the way he had, had escaped the pain of seeing his immediate family taken away from him or killed. Dith Pran's family did leave him, but it was in a helicopter to the safety of America. However, Ngor meant it when he said they were brothers at heart. Ngor was able to translate his suffering into Dith Pran's suffering in the movie, and later in life they shared the common goal of raising awareness of Cambodia.

But what the movie lacks in blackness is made up for in the menace of seeing the Khmer Rouge come to life on screen. Ngor's description of the forced march out from Phnom Penh and the terror of the violent, extreme ignorance of the Khmer Rouge reinforce the scenes in the movie. With the added knowledge from his words, I watched the procession and the hospital evacuation scenes with a heavy heart. I saw parts of the rest of the movie unwillingly; the tension and flow of the movie is just that good. Unfortunately, whenever I became convinced that something bad surely would happen, my feelings came true.

I was heartbroken by the end of the movie. I felt psychologically sapped. The fact that the movie has a happy ending did not make up for the hurts along the way, especially in the penultimate scene. It's a curious movie, put together with two dissonant stories--Sydney's in New York dealing with survivor's guilt, Pran's in the rural countryside doing backbreaking labor under the threat of death--but it works.

As for the psychological picture of the Khmer Rouge and their ideology, Ngor's comments in his autobiography resonated with me as I watched the movie. The chhlop, the little girl he describes as shy and sweet when not filming and utterly transformed in the movie, did indeed look chilling, almost soulless as she supervised the workers and picked out which ones to punish. People say that children are innocent, and she was, but innocent in its most evil form, like a being with no conscience. In fact, the movie's focus on children was not just a decision meant to tug at the heartstrings of American audiences, but a choice that showed all parts of their involvement, including the backwards Khmer Rouge boys who had never seen things the city people took for granted. A lot of the soldiers were very young, something that Ngor talks about, but seeing it on screen reinforced the truth. Every time a soldier walked by who appeared to be about ten or twelve, it was frightening.

There's a scene in the middle of the movie when Dith Pran is shirking work. He's looking at a group of children being 'educated.' There's a stick finger drawing of a family unit on a blackboard: mother, father, two children, all holding hands. The Khmer Rouge official calls on a little boy to come up to the blackboard. He crosses out the family and erases the parts of the fingers which are touching so that the children no longer hold hands with the parents. To me, this scene encapsulates everything about the Khmer Rouge. It's funny how two little gestures, often seen in elementary schools, making x's on what is bad or what doesn't belong and erasing a small portion of something on a blackboard or whiteboard with a finger, can portray such brutality. That's the power of film at work.

I would recommend this film to anyone who wants to see a very authentic portrait of what Cambodia must have been like in the late '70s that comes along with a story of a great friendship. The violence and tension are reminiscent of other '80s movies; it is rated R for a reason, and it depicts people of all ages in hospitals or as trauma victims, but it's not unbearable. The acting is superb. The shots of the countryside are beautiful, even in the midst of war. It's very clear about America's failures regarding Cambodia, which may not be to everyone's tastes, but I don't think it's advancing an anti-American sentiment, just as acknowledgement that we (as yes, we are capable of) made the wrong decision about how to advance the stability of the region.

It's available on Amazon Instant Video, and a 30th anniversary edition has been released in Blu-ray.


Saturday, August 23, 2014

Review: Survival in the Killing Fields by Haing Ngor

A Wonderful Account of a Terrible Era

I don't want to spoil this wonderful book by Haing Ngor, who played the part of Dith Pran in the Killing Fields and won an Academy Award for his acting. But it has several points that make it a must-read for anyone who is interested in Cambodia, or even anyone who is interested in international affairs in general.





  • It's written by someone who was a grown man at the time of the Khmer Rouge takeover. A lot of survivor's stories are written by people who were then children who did not understand the implications of what was going on. Children may have also suffered less personally, although, given that the genocide affected every family, most survivors did have their family brutally ripped from them.
  • Haing Ngor, being a person of intelligence and consequence, has an engaging viewpoint and a wonderful tone. I would read a fictional account in his narrative voice, because he is a completely believable character. Even though terrible events swirl around him, he still has human faults. The writer he worked with has a foreword at the end of the book in which he describes working with Ngor. Their artistic vision and narration blend seamlessly.
  • Haing Ngor continued to be a person of consequence for Cambodia, in ways both good and bad, after the Khmer Rouge years. Therefore his later life is as interesting as the earlier portions.
  • The connections that Ngor has to his family, and the events which transpire around them, are comical, frustrating, tragic, and inspiring. It's pretty clear that the autobiography was not exaggerated for dramatic effect--it didn't need to be. I was engaged by Ngor's familial relationships and haunted by what he was haunted by, even if I didn't always agree with his actions or opinions.
  • Ngor's descriptions of the suffering he endured were tasteful and honest. I did not feel that they were written because of catharsis, which is the case for many survivor stories. They also did not intend to shock the audience--in fact, Ngor always warns before the scenes in which he describes very unpleasant things. I don't know why someone would read a book about a survivor's experience and skip over these scenes, but I appreciated his warnings so that I could steel myself for what I knew would happen next.
  • At the end of the book, Ngor describes his experiences filming the Killing Fields. This gives him and his audience a triumphal experience to relish after his suffering in Cambodia, and lends another aspect to the book. However, Ngor does a fantastic job of letting his readers know how his life experiences informed his acting. Thus it doesn't feel like a chintzy interlude, but a logical consequence of his earlier suffering.
All in all, it's the best survivor account I've ever read. It holds together as a literary work, and it involves a deeply flawed but very sympathetic hero. Go read it.

Friday, August 8, 2014

Current Financials 8/8

Here's a quick financial update:

Flights and hotels are all set! Visa has also been paid. It was more than anticipated but not by much.

Estimated Expenses

1) Ground transportation from Phnom Penh to Battambang, round trip=$110
2) Transport to and from school=$70
3) Estimated baggage fees* (It would cost over $200 to check a second bag on united for a round trip, and even more than that for the Korean-Phnom Penh part. I do not at this time plan to check a second bag (God help us all...)

If I did check one extra bag just going to Cambodia to deal with school supplies, it would cost $100 + $20/kg. Assuming I could keep it light (under 20 pounds), the total cost would be $280.

4) School Supplies=$250
5) Food/living expenses=$300

Total=$730
Total with light 2nd checked bag one way=$1010

As of right now, I have the following campaign funds:

Me: $540.49
GoFundMe: $201.42

Total: $741.91

I plan to use the scholarship money I receive to mop up any extra costs and pay for the hotel I am staying in in Korea, but I'm very thrilled at how much help I've received! My next steps: obtain some Khmer learning resources, start the visa application process, and start planning my syllabus!